Too much love up in my real world

So, I just waited up to finish watching 'He's just not that into you' expecting an agreeably realistic and cynical film, validating everything I know of the world in this moment Making me feel warm and fuzzy inside for all of the wrong reasons... but then the last half hour of the film happened....

It suddenly went very downhill, and almost everyone fell in love. Disappointing Hollywood, disappointing.

Personal Statements.

Sometimes when I feel like I can't breathe I sing instead. I am obsessed with cephalopods. I love my dog and I don't know how I lived without him! Road trips are the best trips. I have a pen pal, I'm a big fan of her. 'Things my mother said' will likely be a regular installment in this blog. I replace emotional discomfort with uncomfortable humour. I occasionally wear mustaches, and recently attended a costume party as my father. Men should not wear skinny pants. Sometimes I am overly forward. If I had a super power it would most likely involve my hair (due to all the chemical processing). Sometimes I just need to dance it out. I went to college for architecture. My life goal is to own my own bakery/cafe.

Just something I needed to do.

Recently I've received some encouragement to share more publicly the wonders that occur in my mind. So here I am at 1:30 in the morning on a Wednesday night. I guess it might be appropriate to introduce some parts of myself now.

I am creative, I know this much. I also know that I have ABSOLUTELY NO CREATIVE FOCUS, especially when it comes to getting anything of value done. At some point in my life I perfected the art of procrastination to this: I enjoy feeling productive, but I dislike doing what I should be - hence I replace a needed creative venture with an unnecessary one!

For example, in my college architecture studio whenever I felt overwhelmed with a project, I went home and baked, or rearranged all my furniture. I didn't get many A's but I have a solid handful of cookie recipes. Since graduation I've needed to do a portfolio - instead I started writing songs. I've never written songs in my life and none of these ventures are very good, but its just a thing I do.